Life is too short to continually consider ourselves in limbo. It isn't possible to predict what will happen in the future. Every moment counts. Wanting to be in a different position or different place isn't a bad thing unless it overtakes what's good in our lives in the present. Instead of wishing our lives away, let's focus on our blessings today.
Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful. - Colossians 3:15